The Reason I Breathe - Chapter Five

Cee

The day seemed over faster than usual and I found myself lying in bed, looking up at the ceiling as if studying it with great intensity. A lot seemed to happen today.. And honestly I was pretty happy.

I sighed.
I was strong in my beliefs that the scientific probability of love at first sight was a big “0”. But Cadin... Well... He was interesting.
He caught my eye, let’s say that.
Still, I’d like to pursue a friendship and nothing more.
At least I think.
The ceiling seems to stare at me accusingly and I glare back.

“...I’m an idiot.” I whisper to myself, “...A big idiot.”

Of course, Cee. He’s gonna end up being your one true love and everything will end happily ever after, just like a Disney movie!
One could dream, I suppose.

“Mommy...?” I saw a little tiny face peek around my door, dirty-blonde hair surrounding it and green eyes staring widely.

I sat up, “Liz? It’s past your bedtime, what are you doing?”

“I..I had a nightmare, I’m sorry...” She pouted a little, “C-Can I sleep in here...?”

I smiled warmly, “Of course Liz... C’mere you silly duck.” I giggled as Liz hopped up on my bed and laid on the empty side.

“Thanks mama. Nighty-night.” She waved her tiny arm and then closed her eyes softly falling asleep.

“...Goodnight Liz.” I said softly going back to looking at the wall.

Let nothing happen to me or you... Please. I say a silent prayer in my head as I drift off to sleep.